Tuesday, January 5, 2010/ -Tuesday, January 05, 2010
Hehe. Currently watching Tv in living room while blogging :3
Today went out with Jazzy and Rochelle to watch Shelock Holmes.
OMG! sooo nice x)
He is soooo smart and observant.
& the movie was some sort of humourous. lol.
After that walked around then we went to Harris.
After that I met joscelin. Then we went back to school because she wanted to pay the fees.
But too late le so tmr we go back again.
Then I wanted to go art room [ as usual -.- ]
but we saw Ms ho fue ming on the way so we talked for AWHILE.
Then later go there le art room close le. Tmr then go.
I want ask about the syf :3
hahas. and then~ went to take money!
Finally can take le.
Hehe. Hope that thursday and friday and saturday and sunday! can come soon :D
Thursday eating with liyi and jos and other friends too! x)
Friday getting pay ba? :D
Saturday going MOE for training session.
Then Sunday go church.
hohoho. okay! Time to end off :D
Buhbyee x) hahas!
Monday, January 4, 2010/ -Monday, January 04, 2010
Today finally can use lappy in room le.
Oh. Saturday and Sunday was fun and tiring.
Today went Jp.
gahh. money still cannot receive. must wait.
hope tomorrow can make it to the movies.
Just finish watching Hai Pai Tian Xin and Tao Hua Xiao Mei.
So this time change again. next episode for both, thxm nicer :3
hahas. So school must have start for those juniors le.
I wish I can go back to school...
Oh mann.
Yesterday I've decided to stop being stupid :]
I don't want to think about all the " what if "
I won't forget you, I'll remember you.
Time to love, T-ara. Rocks.
(: talks about this couple breaking up.
One finding, One avoiding. & in the end they missed everything, even though they still love each other alot.
The mv was really nice :B
Oh. So, you know chin,
I'd really loved you. don't hate me.
don't feel uncomfortable. it was past tense.
every little thing, I managed to draw them down.
But I've thrown them away, I've forgotten.
I don't want to stay in that shell.
I need to be myself and for once I want to confess.
You can never stop another person's mouth.
But this, they never understand.
what I'm really doing, this; nobody knows, even you.
Maybe he saw, but he chose to keep quiet.
You don't know how much courage I took to speak.
Every sentence I say to you, I need a day to practice.
I find it awfully dumb but love is stupid :3
I'm gonna turn 17 soon. I'm gonna grow and be an adult.
Adults don't get to love like this. They go for numbers.
I'm gonna get into other schools whereby there won't be anymore minds like those we used to have.
Yet we can never stop time. Let us just adapt.
I want a good sleep tonight.. I'm gonna stop here. Everything.
Every single detail about you. Here, full stop, the end.
I'll wake up, grow up, move on.
Good night. :] Tmr will be better! ; wout you.
Saturday, January 2, 2010/ -Saturday, January 02, 2010
Ohhh. Posting with new lappy :3
In the end never buy mac book pro. Ben say better use familiar de cos mac book pro alot of things different. gahhh.
Oh. End up buy Lenovo de lappy. but the cost still ok. 1649 only. better than the mac book pro.
and then finally get pay le~ woo.
waiting for second pay :D
Today is saturday. 2nd day of the year.
Oh man! the service was awesome! xD
SO LONG! omg! hahas. but then very happening.
even though is arrow service.
okay~ then then after that eat with rochelle and jazzy.
hahas. meeting for movie on tuesday :D
Tmr got church too :3
Oh yah. Most of the sec 4 are very anxious now because O level results are coming out!
Not sure of the date but is this month.
Anyway don't worry okay? Though will still worry.
I found this peace inside me that calms myself down whenever I think about O level de results.
Actually I feel that even if you scared also no use.
And Daddy has done the rest! Today de service is REST AND REIGN!
Amen! hahas. Jesus will do the rest! I have done my best :D
and anoint the whole thing with oil x_x omg. HAHA.
LOL! now adays de mood not so bad le.
And And I in love with the Time to love by T-ara!
Omg~ But I like Big Bang more :3
Anyway. As I was saying. This few nights cannot sleep well and no appetide.
But today pastor benjiamin say" Those who lose sleep at night, God wants you to know He has bless you guys with sleep and that sleeping is a blessing! Rest in his love~"
Gahh. Tonight will be a testimony!
Hope monday can go shopping :D
And And! AS I WAS SAYING. LOL.
This few days de mood really brighten alot.
Thank you Daddy God for your constant reminder of your presence.
That I may be forgotten, but your love will never forsake me.
Amen!
And and that I may feel very sad over some issues, yet I give them all to you.
I really am feeling that I'm not so affected by him anymore (:
No matter how bad the conversation.
Feels abit. But gone with the wind~ *blows*
hahas. cya around soon. gonna wake up early so its time to rest :B
Good night!
Thursday, December 31, 2009/ -Thursday, December 31, 2009
This year has finally ended.
Today I spent my whole day playing auditionsea.
Very sad, no countdown D:
hahas. nvm.
Reflection of this year.
This year was so much better than last year.
I really had lots of fun, found real friends, love and passion for myself.
I 've learn lots of stuff. Art, studies, life.
I wanna thank everyone around me. Thanks for the year.
Either you're friend or a foe. You've made a mark in my life in 2009.
This year flew pass so quickly , I could hardly catch up.
Today marks the end of 2009, the end of my love, the end of my school life.
Next year will be better.
I've learn to look forward instead of looking back.
There are alot of things worth remembering this year.
And lots of things that made me cry. especially you.
& even though so, moving on is fine too :D
I pray that everyone would have a blessed year ahead and to all O level results, Good grades shall run after you because Jesus said so to me! Amen! x)
I've grown more mature this year, learn more about my relationship with God and really enjoyed myself.
Hope that you guys would enjoy yourself next year! :D
And next year! I am gonna get my pay! [tmr] & get a mac book pro~ wooo :3
I'm really enjoying myself. hahas.
Byebyee! Happy new year! :D God bless.
& , I love you no more (:
These memories of 2009, I throw them away. Thanks, for the memories :]
Monday, December 28, 2009/ -Monday, December 28, 2009
I don't even feel like posting.
Blog die until this state, maybe close down soon.
I think i'm pretty good at making my self angry and sad.
Bye.
Friday, December 25, 2009/ -Friday, December 25, 2009
Merry Christmas.
This christmas was awesome (:
Really. The stay over, pizza hut, steam boat, and ice cream :3
The presents were real sweet too x)
Yet, my mood can't seem to get any better. Especially at night.
Very Very tired after little rest this two days.
Times like that shouldn't be occupied with your presence as well.
At this point of time, I feel like spilling everything out.
But I'm not brave (: Crushes are meant to be quiet.
This feeling is extreme. Happy and Sad. I think they call it love.
I thought you were gone. Gahh.
Maybe this one is the last one.
I'm angry with you. I'm angry over myself.
I'm tired.
I hate to end posts. troublesome. -.-
Meet me halfway (: bye.
Wednesday, December 23, 2009/ -Wednesday, December 23, 2009
Lets talk this over
It's not like we're dead
Was it something I did?
Was it something you said?
Don't leave me hanging
In a city so dead
Held up so high
On such a breakable thread
You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be
You were everything, everything
That I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be
But we lost it
All of our memories so close to me
Just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending
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So familiar. I used to really love this song.
& I still like it though. :3
went to sell uniform at boonlay garden primary school today.
quite fun x) earn 40 bucks for about 7 hours.
after that went home. sis bought me a mickey mouse fox de sweater.
so touched. x) because i know i will never bear to pay that amout of money ._.
and she is always so straight forward when it comes to spending.
I think we both neutralize each other. :3
So, I used my pay to buy her present today..
Oh.. Went out with Jos and Liyi in the evening. xD had lots of fun, AS USUAL :3
Went to IMM.
gahh. I posting for an hour and I type abit only. hahahas.
Looking at Dj-wavalx de blog.
Dayne, Joanne, Weiting, Amanda, Valarie, Azura, Liyi, Xiao fen.
Those days.Lol.
I never knew school ends so quickly.
This four years, My greatest "achievements" are..
1. I know lots of friends :3
2. I studied.
3. When Girl meets Boy in school.:(
Oh.. Gracious. Tmr is Christmas eve.
I love Christmas! seriously.
Thank you Daddy God, For Jesus.
Thank you Jesus, for your selfless sacrifice, for this day that we can all celebrate after 2009 years of your presence. Because of this day, darkness has become light.
Okay. Time to go now! gahh! rushes* Bye! :D
Friday, December 18, 2009/ -Friday, December 18, 2009
Oh hi there. Just change blogskin. :3
I find it very cute so change le x:
Rotting at home today. Yesterday buy a few things for x'mas le.
Tmr going caroling with dare group xD woo~
Yesterday I was thinking about lots of things. [as usual]
I realised that everything has changed.
While I was painting I feel different looking at that pair of eyes and face.
It wasn't as familiar and warm as it used to be.
I come to understand that maybe its not only you that has already moved on.
But, me as well.
I guess I not mature and ready to face this kind of problems ._.
As for now, whats so bad about being single :3 [nobody want la. <.< LOL]
Yet I promised a christmas present. I threw that ugly painting away. take to recycle x)
I think I better with charcoal,than using pen and markers, than painting, than using pencils, than using pastels.
Everything is changing. Even my brain is growing. xP
Well, I've used to love rainy days.
Now I just pray that the sun won't move. If not the cats out there might get wet.
After I HAD a cat, I realised
You are like a cat.
I can feed you and love you. I can give you shelter and warmth.
Yet you can run away. Then you would come back sometimes to get food.
CATS ARE HEARTLESS. Althought I still love them ._.
Gahhh. Mothers are never ever contented.
Here comes the never ending naggings.
Okay. Bye now :D Tmr will be a better day; I hope.
If you were to listen more carefully, you might hear the wind & the falling of leaves.
Its soft, but if you're willing, everything can be heard.
Including the whispers of the departed, along the rhythm of the wind.
Saying, " Rejoice! For the door of heaven has opened because of this day! Christmas is here!"
Wednesday, December 16, 2009/ -Wednesday, December 16, 2009
I strongly believe! With a supported reason and many other observations..
That you've never loved (:
Good day everyone.
I quit my job already.
Christmas is coming.
Gifts prepare half way le.
Tmr going out alone.
Need buy some stuffs.
I'm going to do something very stupid.
Yet regardless of whatever your reaction might be.
I've decided to end everything here.
But! I'm still going to continue painting.
I'm still going to fall in love with another person. Get married, have sons and daughters, have grandsons and daughters, grow old and die.
I'm gonna move on.
The show said that, how long you're in love with this person is going to be how long you take to let go.
I can do better I think. (:
I'm a coward. & yet this time, I want to deal with the problem, face to face.
Settle it, and smile.
Even if I fall, I will stand up.
Good night (:
& Happy Birthday to Santa [Saint Nicholas]
For tmr de :P
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