After many complicated things have ended, I have been struggling to get over our break up. I am just so blessed to get my health back, to get my life back in shape and move on with a more positive and proper mindset. I don't think I can ever forgive him but I am glad that I am forgetting the pain and memories. 6 wasted months with a jerk like you was just the worse thing ever. Not that we were never happy but whatever you've done ruined everything. Do I blame him? For everything, I honestly do.
Today I've decided to pull it together and get my life back in shape. I want to give myself some goals as well.
1. I want to be healthy.
2. I want to spend quality time with people that care.
3. I want to excel in my studies
4. I want to do well in school
5. I want to make effort to participate in the art scenes
6. And make good art that shows people how good my God is
7. To always love myself and look better than I should.
8. Start a new relationship wisely.
9. Be truly happy with my life and myself.

There were a lot of things unsaid but it doesn't matter anymore. I just want to be a better person without you. :)